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Lady Comforts

by Gabrielle Marlena

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1.
I think we are a comfort to each other I recognize the freckles on your back I think I recognize you as another From a story I can’t forget You wish I was a little bit funnier In the ways that you understand I wish you were a bassist in a punk band I’d say that’s my sweaty man Come on my baby, come a little closer But steer clear of my lips, they’re on hold I’ve been saving my kisses for someone And I know he wouldn’t be wearing your clothes I know it sounds bad But I was pretending to like you With all the energy that I had Trying to train my mind not to fight you This is the longest line I’ve ever stood in This is the heaviest door I’ve had my foot in I know it sounds bad I had no one else to ask, so I just invited you I think you might text me next week I might take an hour to respond But you’ve been on the back of my mind Trying to decide if I can change my own type But I’ll agree to go to a movie I’ll agree to have another beer Tell me the darkest thought you had today You could even give me tears Cause I want a get a little closer Use my lady comforts for a change I have a lot of give and not a lot to lose I’d like to give it all tonight to you I know it sounds bad But I was pretending to like you With all the energy that I had Trying to change my mind not to fight you This is the longest line I’ve ever stood in This is the heaviest door I’ve had my foot in I know it sounds bad I had no one else to ask, so I just invited you I’ve been turning off the lights I’ve been trying not to bite I’ve been closing all my eyes I’ve been turning over inside I was texting you at the stop light I was giving you all my goodnights I was counting on my two drunk eyes I know it sounds bad But I was pretending to like you With all the energy that I had Trying to change my mind not to fight you This is the longest line I’ve ever stood in This is the heaviest door I’ve had my foot in I know it sounds bad I had no one else to ask, so I invited you And I'm sorry but I got excited too
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I woke up at 7 in the morning 3 hours after you left With blood on my sheets From my two scraped knees In the worst kind of pain I’ve been falling while jogging, I’ve been choking while talking I’ve been planning to not let things go this way But when you found a spot to park your beat up old car I got lost in all of my thoughts It’s always fun in the moment When my body’s wide open And your eyes are in focus, heart on display Then you tell me I’ll find my person And your grip starts to burn and You tell me I just have to wait I underplayed how much it hurt me To be lying in your arms on a Thursday After talking about love Because I asked what’s up And you told me you only wanted her But you’re just a guy with California on your mind Got your heart caught up in the middle of a lie When disappointment arises, you shrink back inside and I know you are wasting my time It’s always fun in the moment When my body’s wide open And your eyes are in focus, heart on display Then you tell me I’ll find my person And your grip starts to burn and You tell me I just have to wait I’m sorry that he hurt your head I’m sorry you’re falling down again I know it’s all cruel kind of test You’re gettin’ closer to the next I’m gettin’ closer to the edge I’m losin’ count, I’m doin my best It’s always fun in the moment When my body’s wide open And your eyes are in focus, heart on display Then you tell me I’ll find my person And your grip starts to burn and You tell me I just have to wait Well fuck, it's hard to be patient this way
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I never said it But you must have felt it I was embarrassed With you hand around my waist And as you held it I couldn’t help it I was thinking that I couldn’t Stand the way you would taste But you can come over We’ll kick off the covers With the weight of your body Goes away the weight of my brain Finding safety in your freckles I think I recognize the colors From all the shoulders of all the boys that I used to date But what if this is how it’s meant to feel This is the shape, this is the deal It doesn’t fit in the box I’ve made And tell me, is that what it means to get older You’re sweating but I’m feeling colder With my head in your face, I don’t feel any type of way Should I turn back or wait You left quickly today Baby it’s Sunday You should have asked me if I wanted A coffee or some toast Or for you to stay Were you comfortable last night Did I have the right pillows Do you think that this could be A home you could make Don’t you forget my embrace When you try to fuck her today I hope you imagine my face When you fall into bed Cause I’ve got a lot on my plate And I want a family some day Are you gonna give me my way Or can I let go of this chase But what if this is how it’s meant to feel This is the shape, this is the deal It doesn’t fit in the box I’ve made And tell me, is that what it means to get older You’re sweating but I’m feeling colder With my head in your face, I don’t feel any type of way Should I turn back or wait Baby I think I should apologize For being on your case Thanks for the try, but i’d rather die than go another 20 years in this space But what if this is how it’s meant to feel This is the shape, this is the deal It doesn’t fit in the box I’ve made And tell me, is that what it means to get older You’re sweating but I’m feeling colder With my head in your face, I don’t feel any type of way Should I turn back or wait
4.
Remember the week when I skinned my knee and You spent an hour applying Neosporin Turns out I'm allergic Then it got infected And just when it was healing I fell on the same knee again Then your dog bit my eyebrow It wasn’t bad so it was funny Until a huge piece of glass Fell onto my forehead Thought I might have a concussion I had to get on an airplane So I crossed my shaky fingers And hoped for the best All the while the world was falling apart What I thought I had with both arms Was slipping away And it’s not like he was ever someone I could really count on But when we lost him I had to keep everyone grounded I guess it’s good to start over To get pushed to the edge What comes out of the fire is never what you expect Feels like I’m drowning inside this spreadsheet Pulling numbers out the blue Search my recent calls for you But I choose Lucy instead I try not to cry in my head You’re settling into all you’ve ever hoped for Feels like I’m losing my friend All the while the world was falling apart What I thought I had with both arms Was slipping away And it’s not like he was ever someone I could really count on But when we lost him I had to keep everyone grounded I guess it’s good to start over To get pushed to edge What comes out of the fire is never what you expect And then just as soon I was faced with the thought of losing you, too With my heart black and blue Don’t they know we’ve always hated hospital rooms I hope you know How much I love your new tattoo I hope it shows How much love we all have for you All the while the world was falling apart What I thought I had with both arms Was slipping away And it’s not like he was ever someone I could really count on But when we lost him I had to keep everyone grounded I guess it’s good to start over To get pushed to edge What comes out of the fire is never what you expect With my heart black and blue, I still have love for you, I still have love for you

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released August 28, 2020

Written and Performed by Gabrielle Marlena
Produced by Katie Buchanan
Mastered by Sarah Register

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Gabrielle Marlena New York

Gabrielle Marlena is an American indie folk/pop singer-songwriter based in Brooklyn, NY. In 2016, she moved from Montreal to NYC to perform and record her first studio album, Good Music For You. Gabrielle shares her experience of love and loss with rich authenticity through her raw, soul-baring lyrics and strong vocals, while maintaining a silly and welcoming stage presence at live shows. ... more

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